I am so unhappy tonight. I want someone to save me. I want to go somewhere, for awhile, alone or not...but just away. I am so fucking unhappy tonight.
I want to have a baby. Every single fucking day I want to have a baby. I want someone to love unconditionally, someone to do right by every day, someone to wake up early for, someone to care for. I wouldn't be a bad mother. We make enough money. We have a home. We have our love to give. Stupid people are breeding every fucking day, poor as shit, retarded as fuck, hateful and ugly as sin, abusive and perverted...We are none of these things, and we are so much more, we have so much to give.
I got excited two days ago, because I thought I was pregnant. And then.....