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July 9th, 2006 (01:23 am)

I am so unhappy tonight. I want someone to save me. I want to go somewhere, for awhile, alone or not...but just away. I am so fucking unhappy tonight.

I want to have a baby. Every single fucking day I want to have a baby. I want someone to love unconditionally, someone to do right by every day, someone to wake up early for, someone to care for. I wouldn't be a bad mother. We make enough money. We have a home. We have our love to give. Stupid people are breeding every fucking day, poor as shit, retarded as fuck, hateful and ugly as sin, abusive and perverted...We are none of these things, and we are so much more, we have so much to give.

I got excited two days ago, because I thought I was pregnant. And then.....

fuck off.

youreyesofblue [userpic]

third post love

June 11th, 2006 (07:40 am)

will someone buy me a big ass bottle of southern comfort?

youreyesofblue [userpic]

I heart the death penalty!!

June 11th, 2006 (06:46 am)

Your Political Profile:
Overall: 65% Conservative, 35% Liberal
Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Ethics: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal

If I could kill rapists and murderers twice, I would.

youreyesofblue [userpic]

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June 10th, 2006 (09:27 pm)

fuck you guys. i don't care what you've been up to either. die. lol.

ps- forgive me.

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April 18th, 2006 (01:14 pm)
current mood: opinionated!

I have decided that I am definitely Pro-Life. I don't understand how it is a woman's right to whore around and use abortion as a method of birth control, and it is not the child's right to live. Before I got pregnant, I wasn't sure about my beliefs on that, but all I knew is that I would never have an abortion....but after having a child, I am so totally against it on all counts. ABORTION IS NOT A METHOD OF FUCKING BIRTH CONTROL, IT IS MURDER. IF YOU ARE GOING TO BE A SLUT, THAT IS WHY GOD INVENTED CONDOMS.

lol, yes god invented them.

anti-animal cruelty and testing
white nationalist (NOT A NAZI, YOU DUMBFUCKS!!!)
pro-lethal injection, electrocution, dragging through the streets of murderers and rapists.
I am an equal mix of hippy and fascist hahaha.


youreyesofblue [userpic]

Au Revoir Hoosiers!

April 18th, 2006 (07:25 am)


I am excited, sad, and scared. A whole rainbow of emotions!

youreyesofblue [userpic]

Boys with Soldering Equipment

April 15th, 2006 (04:16 pm)

LOL...I am listening to Dystopia while Nick1, Tim and Nick2 are on the roof of Tim's house trying to make a microphone that they can put into the lake to record the sound of the water. I don't know, boys with soldering equipment and running currents through wire....on a roof top....that they will later throw into the water. This doesn't sound like a good idea, which means I should light a cigarette, sit back and wait for someone to get electrocuted and fall off of the roof...or get themselves and all of the fish in the lake electrocuted...hmm...

*lights a cigarette*

Nick1 and I just had a conversation about Face, Stick Stickly, Pete and Pete, Hey Dude, Salute Your Shorts, Weinerville and Sifle and Ollie. :D awesome...

wait, why does Johnson get to be Nick1?


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I'm so punk...

April 14th, 2006 (11:20 am)

Has anyone been into the yahoo chatroom for punk, thrash, and ska? Has anyone tried having the infamous "what is punk" conversation? It is a neverending trivial battle. Mike Virus (lead singer of cheap sex) is gaying myspace up talking about what punk is. I stopped going on yahoo chat for a reason Mike! He said that everyone has their personal definition of what punk is, and then he tried to put some deep importance into what punk is to him. haha. According to his beliefs, if there is no one way to define punk, then there is no one way to define anything. Hence forth, we are all lost in the mess of creating our own definitions for things that wouldn't even EXIST if it weren't for someone defining things before us. Someone I truly hate once said to me: Punk is like a rotting corpse. It's still here in every way shape and form. It smells bad. It isn't making any pleasant noises, it's dead, but it's still hanging around.

I can't pretend that I don't listen to punk, because I do. And I can't pretend that when the mood strikes me I don't put on my nausea shirt, my crass hoodie, my skin tights, and my docs....And for fucks sake, I can't pretend that I didn't use to get dressed up like that, and then just go get drunk and fuck shit up...But I will NOT pretend that there is some deep seeded metaphysical reason for it. lol. punk is just an excuse to act a freaking moron.

but the music rocks.

fuck ya, *punches*

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speaking of serial killers...

April 8th, 2006 (10:38 pm)
current mood: predatory

I'm lying in a hospital,
I'm pinned against the bed.
A stethoscope upon my heart,
A hand against my head.
They're peeling off the bandages.
I'm wincing in the light.
The nurse is looking anxious,
And she's quivering in fright...

I'm looking through Gary Gilmore's eyes.

The doctors are avoiding me.
My vision is confused.
I listen to my earphones,
And I catch the evening news.
A murderer's been killed,
And he donates his sight to science.
I'm locked into a private ward.
I realise that I must be...

Looking through Gary Gilmore's eyes.

I smash the light in anger.
Push my bed against the door.
I close my lids across my eyes,
And wish to see no more.
The eye receives the messages,
And sends them to the brain.
No guarantee the stimuli must be perceived the same...

When looking through Gary Gilmore's eyes.

Gary don't need his eyes to see.
Gary and his eyes have parted company.

youreyesofblue [userpic]

St Pattys Day Fasting

March 16th, 2006 (01:16 pm)
current mood: better

Fuck your life.

Day three of no food. I was planning on fasting for St patty's day, but damn.